frame-of-mind/src/internationalisation.csv

1	keys	en	de	es	ja	notes
2	Acessibility, Disclaimers and Content Notes	Acessibility, Disclaimers and Content Notes	Barrierefreiheit und Erwartungsmanagement
3	Accessibility	Accessibility	Barrierefreiheit
4	reduce motion	reduce motion	Reduzierte Animationen
5	use Screenreader	use Screenreader	Screen-Reader aktivieren
6	disable video	disable video	Video deaktivieren
7	(save compute when playing blind	(save compute when playing blind	Spart Rechenleistung beim blind spielen
8	simplified Controls	simplified Controls	vereinfachte Steuerung
9	Show Navigation	Show Navigation	Navigation Anzeigen
10	Font-Style	Font-Style	Schriftart
11	messy handwriting	messy handwriting	unleserliche Handschrift
12	easy handwriting	easy handwriting	einfache Handschrift
13	serif	serif	Serifenschrift
14	hyperlegible sans	Hyperlegible Sans	Extrem lesbar Serifenfrei
15	system font	system font	System-Schriftart
16	subtitles	subtitles	Untertitelung
17	spoken text	spoken text	gesprochener Text
18	closed captions	closed captions	Volluntertitlung
19	UI Scale	UI Scale	UI Skalierung
20	okay	okay	O.K.
21	go back	go back	zurück
22	skip all	skip all	alle Überspringen
23	Audio Settings	Audio Settings	Audio Einstellungen
24	mute Soundtrack	mute Soundtrack	Musik aus
25	mute Sound-Effects	mute Sound-Effects	Effekte aus
26	Volume Sliders	Volume Sliders	Lautstärkeregler
27	Music	Music	Musik
28	Sounds	Sounds	Geräusche
29	Speech	Speech	Sprache
30	Sum	Sum	Summe
31	This Game deals with Heavy Topics.	This Game deals with Heavy Topics.	In diesem Spiel geht es um schwere Themen.
32	I would like to know more.	I would like to know more.	Ich würde gern mehr wissen.
33	Is this game for or about me?	Is this game for or about me?	Ist dieses Spiel für oder über mich?
34	[ul] This game tells one story about one fictional character. This character was desiged to tell an honest and acsssible story about identity and trauma. This is not the game for you if you are looking for escapism. This is not therapy. You might feel understood if exeriences you've had are close to the characters. It might help you understand a friend. It will tell you things a group of peers, that reflected about their similar, but specific experiences, want more people to know about. This is made by betalars, who has many overlapping experiences with this character. They made sure to consult people, who can speak from their own exerpiences about subjects, where betalars could not. [/ul]	[ul] This game tells one story about one fictional character. This character was desiged to tell an honest and acsssible story about identity and trauma. This is not the game for you if you are looking for escapism. This is not therapy. You might feel understood if exeriences you've had are close to the characters. It might help you understand a friend. It will tell you things a group of peers, that reflected about their similar, but specific experiences, want more people to know about. This is made by betalars, who has many overlapping experiences with this character. They made sure to consult people, who can speak from their own exerpiences about subjects, where betalars could not. [/ul]	[ul] In diesem Spiel wird eine Geschichte eines fitkionalen Charakters erzählt. Der Charakter wurde geschrieben, um eine zugängliche und ehrliche Geschichte über Trauma zu erzählen. Dieses Spiel bietet keinen Eskarpismus. Dieses Spiel ist keine Therapie. Vielleicht fühlst du dich verstanden, wenn deine Erfahrungen dem Charakter ähneln. Vielleicht hillft es dir, jemand befreundetes zu verstehen. Dieses Spiel wurde von einer Gruppe an Leuten geschaffen, die sehr spezifische Erfahrungen, die sie gemeinsam gemacht haben, teilen wollten. Dieses Spiel ist von betalars. An vielen Stellen wurde hier aus eigener Erfahrung geschrieben und da, wo keine eigenen Erfahrungen da waren, wurden Betroffene einbezogen. [/ul]			leave the [ul] and [/ul] please avoid using gendered words for betalars if possible (they are non-binary)
35	What may be difficult about the premise?	What may be difficult about the premise?	Warum könnte die Prämisse schwierig sein?
36	In this game, you will encounter situations that are problematic and will have a negative impact on the Mental Health of the character you are playing as. This game will establish hurtful assumptions this character develops about themselves and you may not resolve all of them right away. You will have some agency, but it is limited by the games narrative and also chance. You are encouraged and will be able to resolve hurtful assumptions later in the game.	In this game, you will encounter situations that are problematic and will have a negative impact on the Mental Health of the character you are playing as. This game will establish hurtful assumptions this character develops about themselves and you may not resolve all of them right away. You will have some agency, but it is limited by the games narrative and also chance. You are encouraged and will be able to resolve hurtful assumptions later in the game.	Dieses Spiel wird Erfahrungen thematisieren, die sich negativ auf den gespielten Charakter auswirken. Das Spiel wird schädliche Annahmen etablieren, die der Charakter über sich hat und nicht immer sofort auflösen. Du kannst darauf Einfluss nehmen, aber diene Möglichkeiten sind durch Spielmechanik und Narrative beschränkt. Du sollst und kannst vieles später aufarbeiten.
37	What are the game's topics? (Content Notes)	What are the game's topics? (Content Notes)	Worum geht es im Spiel (Content Warnungen)
38	This game discusses Mental Health and Sex-Positivity. It also includes a character, who is trans but you will get to know them while they are unaware about their trans identity going by their birthname. Besides social Transistioning, this game also deals with topics including Mysoginy, Sanism, Body Issues, Eating Disorders, Bullying, Martial Arts, Relationships and Rape, but not trough physical violence. Comic violence is mentioned while talking about a fictional franchise in universe.	This game discusses Mental Health and Sex-Positivity. It also includes a character, who is trans but you will get to know them while they are unaware about their trans identity going by their birthname. Besides social Transistioning, this game also deals with topics including Mysoginy, Sanism, Body Issues, Eating Disorders, Bullying, Martial Arts, Relationships and Rape, but not trough physical violence. Comic violence is mentioned while talking about a fictional franchise in universe.	In diesem Spiel geht es um mentale Gesundheit und Sex-Positivität. Es enthält einen trans Charakter, der sich darüber nicht im klaren ist und daher auch zunächst noch keinen eigenen Namen hat. Neben Sozialer Transition thematisiert das Spiel Mysoginie, Diskriminierung wegen mentalen Behinderungen, Probleme mit dem Körperbild, Essstörungen, Mobbing, Kampfkunst, Beziehungen und Vergewaltigungen, jedoch nicht durch körperliche Gewalt. Comic Gewalt wird erwähnt in einer im Spiel fiktionalen Geschichte.			The Rape being discussed in this game is non-consensual sex, but also non-voilent.
39	Mental Health Acessibility Options	Mental Health Accessability Options	Barrierefreiheit für psychische Störungen
40	[ul] You can always Pause using Escape or Spacebar You can always choose to just get a neutral summary of scenes or skip them entirely [/ul]	[ul] You can always Pause using Escape or Spacebar You can always choose to just get a neutral summary of scenes or skip them entirely [/ul]	[ul] Du kannst immer mit Pause oder Escape pausieren. Du kanns dir wünschen, dass du bei schwierige Szenen überspringen kannst und eine neutrale Zusammenfassung davon bekommst.
41	show content notes during the game	show content notes during the game	Inhaltswarnungen im Spiel anzeigen
42	allow me to skip scenes	allow me to skip scenes	Überspringen von Szenen ermöglichen
43	[center][i]I assure you I did my best, But I am only human and this is just one game.[/i][/center]	[center][i]I assure you I did my best, But I am only human and this is just one game.[/i][/center]	[center][i]Ich verspreche ich habe mein Bestes getan, Aber ich bin nur ein Mensch und kein Spiel wird je ein Leben vollumfänglich zeigen können.[/i][/center]			This is intentionally pheased as “only one game” instead of “only a game”, hinting at it being maningful, but limited in what it can convey on it’s own.
44	new Game	new Game	neues Spiel
45	continue	continue	weiter spielen
46	load	load	Spiel laden
47	settings	settings	Einstellungen
48	Video	Video	Grafik			In the context of a settings menu selection
49	Gameplay	Gameplay	Spiel			In the context of a settings menu selection
50	Content Notes	Content Notes	sensible Inhalte			In the context of a settings menu selection
51	Video Settings	Video Settings	Grafikeinstellungen			In the context of a settings menu selection
52	General	General	Allgemeines			In the context of a video settings menu
53	apply preset	apply preset	Voreinstellungen
54	Performance	Performance	Leistungsschonend
55	Balanced	Balanced	Ausgeglichen
56	Quality	Quality	höchste Qualität
57	Fulscreen Mode	Fulscreen Mode	Fenster-Modus
58	Windowed	Windowed	im Fenster
59	Fullscreen	Fullscreen	Vollbild
60	exclusive Fullscreen	exclusive Fullscreen	exklusived Vollbild
61	Rendering Scale	Rendering Scale	Skalierung
62	reset	reset	zurück setzen
63	Super Resolution	Super Resolution	Super Resolution
64	disabled	disabled	aus
65	limit FPS	limit FPS	FPS begrenzen
66	Graphic Fidelity	Graphic Fidelity	graphische Qualität
67	Lighting Quality	Lighting Quality	Lichtqualität
68	minimum	minimum	minimum
69	low (SDF Global Illumination)	low (SDF Global Illumination)	niedrig (SDF globale Illumination)
70	medium (SDF and Screen Space Global Illumination)	medium (SDF and Screen Space Global Illumination)	medium (SDF und Screen Space globale Illumination)
71	high (SDF and Screen Space Global Illumination)	high (SDF and Screen Space Global Illumination)	hoch (SDF und Screen Space globale Illumination)
72	Shadow Quality	Shadow Quality	Shattenqualität
73	performance	performance	leistungsschonend
74	balanced	balanced	ausgeglichen
75	quality	quality	höchste Qualität
76	Texture Filtering	Texture Filtering	Texturfilterung
77	1x (very fast)	1x (very fast)	1x (sehr schnell)
78	2x (fast)	2x (fast)	2x (schnell)
79	4x (average)	4x (average)	4x (medium)
80	8x (slow)	8x (slow)	8x (langsam)
81	Anti Aliasing	Anti Aliasing	Kantenglättung
82	enabled	enabled	aktiviert
83	adaptive	adaptive	adaptiv
84	Letterbox	Letterbox	Letterbox
85	close	close	zurück
86	save and apply	save and apply	speichern und anwenden
87	Settings have been modified. Do you really want to leave without saving?	Settings have been modified. Do you really want to leave without saving?	Es gibt nicht gespeicherte Veränderungen. Möchtest du wirklich zurück ohne zu speichern?
88	leave	leave	wirklich verlassen
89	save	save	speichern
90	abort	abort	abbrechen
91	Gameplay Settings	Gameplay Settings	Spieleinstellungen
92	invert Y (gamepad)	invert Y (gamepad)	Y-Axhse invertieren
93	Input Sensitivity	Input Sensitivity	Eingabesensibilität
94	Stream Overlay	Stream Overlay	Stream-Einlbendungen
95	Displays content note and currently playing music at a corner of the screen.	Displays content note and currently playing music at s corner of the screen.	Zeigt Hinweise zu sensiblen Themen und aktuell laufender Musik an einer Ecke des Bildschirms an.
96	none	none	keine
97	top left	top left	oben links
98	top right	top right	oben rechts
99	bottom left	bottom left	unten links
100	bottom right	bottom right	unten rechts
101	save and exit	save and exit	speichern und zurück
102	Content Settings	Content Settings	sensible Inhalte
103	Start new game.	Start new game.	Neuen Spielstand anlegen.
104	Empty Slot	Empty Slot	leerer Spielstand
105	Intro Sequence	Intro Sequence	Einleitung
106	Inside youth room.	Inside youth room.	Im Jugendzimmer.
107	Transitioning to voluntary year.	Transitioning to voluntary year.	Übergang zum FSJ.
108	Exploring social service year.	Exploring social service year.	Während des FSJ.
109	Transitioning to university.	Transitioning to university.	Übergang zur Universität.
110	Exploring dorm room.	Exploring dorm room.	Während des Studiums
111	Ending	Ending	Ende
112	I never put in much effort for homework	I never put in much effort for homework	Ich habe mir nie Mühe bei Hausaufgaben gegeben
113	but at least I get good grades.	but at least I get good grades.	aber zumindest waren meine Noten gut.
114	my peers were upset about that.	my peers were upset about that.	meine Klasse war deswegen sauer.
115	I like my teachers more than my classmates	I like my teachers more than my classmates	Ich komm mit meinen Lehrern besser klar, als mit meiner Klasse.
116	doing voluntary social service at my school would be great.	doing voluntary social service at my school would be great.	vielleicht sollte ich ein FSJ nach dem Stidum machen
117	maybe I want to become a teacher.	maybe I want to become a teacher.	vielleicht sollte ich Lehrerin werden.
118	I can put ages into things I enjoy	I can put ages into things I enjoy	Ich versinke in Dingen, die mir Freude machen
119	my mother would be worried about that	my mother would be worried about that	meiner Mutter macht das Sorgen.
120	Mr Thomas thinks that makes me gifted.	Mr Thomas thinks that makes me gifted.	Herr Thomas denkt das macht mich begabt.
121	Comic heroes are my role models	Comic heroes are my role models	Comic Helden sind meine Vorbilder
122	when I put in the effort, I can make the world a better place	when I put in the effort, I can make the world a better place	wenn ich mich nur anstrenge, kann ich die Welt verbessern!
123	and I want to be like agent q!	and I want to be like agent q!	Ich will so sein, wie Agend Clue!
124	I like boy stuff	I like boy stuff	Ich mag Jugns Kram
125	yet they think I'm just pretending	yet they think I'm just pretending	aber die denken ich tu einfach nur so.
126	and girls don't get that.	and girls don't get that.	und Mädchen verstehen das einfach nicht!
127	When Jojo got teased for trying, I pretty much exploded	When Jojo got teased for trying, I pretty much exploded	Ich bin ausgerastet, weil Jojo für ihre Mühe gemobbt wurde
128	I wouldn't have it any other way, even if it was for my own good	I wouldn't have it any other way, even if it was for my own good	Ich würde nichts daran ändern wollen, selbst wenn das besser für mich wäre
129	I will always stand up for the good intended	I will always stand up for the good intended	Ich werde immer Menschen verteidigen, die das richtige machen wollen
130	I stopped doing Jui Jitsu.	I stopped doing Jui Jitsu.	Ich habe mit Jui Jutsu aufgehört
131	My body just didn't feel right	My body just didn't feel right	mein Körper hat sich falsch anfefühlt
132	I just hate being treated like a girl	I just hate being treated like a girl	Ich hasse es wie ein Mädchen behandelt zu werden
133	I know how to properly hit people	I know how to properly hit people	Ich weiß, wie man ordentlich zuschlägt
134	that gives me a lot of confidence.	that gives me a lot of confidence.	das gibt mir viel Selbstvertrauen.
135	and that’s a great vent.	and that’s a great vent.	ich kann da gut Frust ablassen.
136	Lukas did not ask for consent, he didn't explain a thing, I didn’t even move! Yet he dared to assume, that	Lukas did not ask for consent, he didn't explain a thing, I didn’t even move! Yet he dared to assume, that	Lukas hat mich nicht gefragt, er hat nichts erklärt und trotzdem wagte er es zu glauben:			It is very crucial that this sentence and the next line form a complete sentence
137	I was wet so I must have been into it	I was wet so I must have been into it	Ich war feucht, also habs ich so gewollt.			This line on itself should seem like a intrusive thought on it’s own without the contect above.
138	Lukas jumped me, he didn't even explain a thing or ask consent. I was confused and paralised, so	Lukas jumped me, he didn't even explain a thing or ask consent. I was confused and paralised, so	Lukas hat mich überrumpelt, er hat nichts erklärt oder überhaupt gefragt, was ich wollte. Ich war im Moment nicht mehr ich selbst und			It is very crucial that this sentence and the next line form a complete sentence
139	I didn’t say stop.	I didn’t say stop.	Ich habe nicht Stopp gesagt.			This line on itself should seem like a intrusive thought on it’s own without the contect above.
140	Oh, my old mask. I have so many good memories about theatre club. other.	Oh, my old mask. I have so many good memories about theatre club.	Nahw, meine gute alte Maske. Ich habe so schöne Erinnerungen an die Theater-AG.
141	I would stand on my bed for entire afternoons, weeks on end, practicing my lines. Pretending to be on the big stage ...	I would stand on my bed for entire afternoons, weeks on end, practicing my lines. Pretending to be on the big stage ...	Ich hab den ganzen Nachmittag geübt, wochenlang. Mein Bett eine große Beühne.
142	my mom would get mad at me, when she had to call me three or four times for dinner.	my mom would get mad at me, when she had to call me three or four times for dinner.	Es gab so oft Zoff, weil mich meine Mutter immer wieder zum Essen rufen musste.
143	I just … didn’t like the interruptions. We both were often mad at each other.	I just … didn’t like the interruptions. We both were often mad at each other.	Ich konnte die Unterbrechnungen einfach nicht ab. Wir haben uns so oft deswegen gestritten
144	Dinner was difficult.	Dinner was difficult.	Abendbrot war die Hölle.
145	I just couldn’t bring myself to eat, because I couldn’t deal with the bread and my mom.	I just couldn’t bring myself to eat, because I couldn’t deal with the bread and my mom.	Ich weiß nicht, was mich mehr gestört hat: das Brot oder Mom.
146	She was always so worried.	She was always so worried.	Sie war immer besorgt.
147	‘Lisa, you forgot your homework, Lisa why won’t you play with the other girls,"	‘Lisa, you forgot your homework, Lisa why won’t you play with the other girls,"	“Lisa, deine Hausaufgaben!, Lisa, warum warst du heute nicht bei den Mädels draußen,"
148	"Lisa why didn’t Steffi invite you to her birthday, Lisa this, Lisa that.’	"Lisa why didn’t Steffi invite you to her birthday, Lisa this, Lisa that.’	"Lisa, warum hat dich Steffi nicht eingeladen, Lisa dies, Lisa das.”
149	But I was fine! She just wouldn’t listen.	But I was fine! She just wouldn’t listen.	Mir ging gut, okay? Als ob sie das je interessiert hätte.
150	Yes, I didn’t do homework, but my teachers didn’t mind it as much with me	Yes, I didn’t do homework, but my teachers didn’t mind it as much with me	Natürlich habe ich keine Hausaufgaben gemacht, aber das hat in der Schule bei mir auch niemand' interessiert,
151	- which the other kids wouldn’t shut up about. But like …	- which the other kids wouldn’t shut up about. But like …	außer meine Klasse vielleicht, aber wer interessiert sich schon für die?
152	they also made fun of me reading school books and talking to my teachers during breaks.	they also made fun of me reading school books and talking to my teachers during breaks.	Vielleicht hätten die auch mal ein Buch in die Hand nehmen sollen statt sich darüber zu zerreißen, dass ich in der Pause lieber mit den Erwachsenen geredet habe.
153	But at least I could fucking talk to teachers and they had stuff to say.	But at least I could fucking talk to teachers and they had stuff to say.	Immerhin konnte man mit denen reden und haben auch was erzählt.
154	Mr Thomas probably even understood me better than my own mom.	Mr Thomas probably even understood me better than my own mom.	Herr Thomas hat mich vermutlich besser verstanden, als meine eigene Mutter.
155	He said I was gifted. He said I just didn’t need homework for good grades.	He said I was gifted. He said I just didn’t need homework for good grades.	Er hat immer gesagt ich bin begabt, weil ich gute Noten auch ohne Hausaufgaben geschafft habe.
156	And he also made sure to always include extra credits. So my silly slip-ups wouldn’t get me a B.	And he also made sure to always include extra credits. So my silly slip-ups wouldn’t get me a B.	Und er hat immer Fleißaufgaben gehabt, damit ich auch mit Schusselfehlern eine Eins bekomme.
157	Moonlight trickled down trough clouds and twigs as Dräven tapped trough the night.	Moonlight trickled down trough clouds and twigs as Dräven tapped trough the night.	Das Mondlicht spielte mit Wolken und Geäst, da lief Dräven durch die Nacht.
158	He had been searching for a while and he knew a special someone must be hiding in the thicket.	He had been searching for a while and he knew a special someone must be hiding in the thicket.	Er suchte lang schon und war gewiss: jemand ganz besonderes hält sich heute im Geäst versteckt.
159	When a familiar smell first led him to a few bronce hairs as fluffy as his tail, he didn’t think much of it.	When a familiar smell first led him to a few bronce hairs as fluffy as his tail, he didn’t think much of it.	Er dachte sich nichts dabei, als ihn neulich ein vertrauter Geruch zu einem Büschel Haare führte: Bronzen und so weich, wie sein eigner Schweif.
160	But then he saw paw-prints, that matched his own where he had not been. Would he finally find someone of his kind?	But then he saw paw-prints, that matched his own where he had not been. Would he finally find someone of his kind?	Doch dann Spuren, die den seinen glichen, wo er noch nicht gewesen war. Würde er endlich jemand finden?
161	He was sure of it, as the familiar scent has never been stronger than tonight.	He was sure of it, as the familiar scent has never been stronger than tonight.	Er war sich sicher, denn der vertraute Duft war heute Nacht so stark, wie nie.
162	When suddently: Was that chatter?	When suddently: Was that chatter?	Plötzlich: war das Keckern?
163	His wings rustled with joy over the familiar voice and Dräven decided to get a better look.	His wings rustled with joy over the familiar voice and Dräven decided to get a better look.	Vor Freude über die vertraute Stimme raschelten seine Flügel und Drävens Neugier war geweckt.
164	A few flaps and leaps brought him up a tree, to get a glimpse of his soon to be friend.	A few flaps and leaps brought him up a tree, to get a glimpse of his soon to be friend.	Pfoten und Flügel brachten ihn in die Wipfel, sodass er einen Blick auf seinen baldigen Freund erhaschen konnte.
165	But all he saw was a fox.	But all he saw was a fox.	Doch er sah nichts als einen Fuchs.
166	He didn’t even want to bother it anymore.	He didn’t even want to bother it anymore.	Er wollte sich dem Tier nicht einmal mehr nähern.
167	It would just scream and laugh at his wings of leafs, just like the trees crackled at his paws, that were no roots.	It would just scream and laugh at his wings of leafs, just like the trees crackled at his paws, that were no roots.	Es würde eh nur Kreischen vor Lachen über seine Flügel aus Blättern. Genau wie die Bäume sich geschüttelt haben über seine Pfoten, die keine Wurzeln sind.
168	With a small whimper, Dräven spread his wings, and slid away to at least find comfort by seeing his reflection in the nearby lake.	With a small whimper, Dräven spread his wings, and slid away to at least find comfort by seeing his reflection in the nearby lake.	Wimmernd schlug Dräven seine Flügel auf und glitt davon zu seinem Lieblingsplatz am See. Zumindest bei seinem Spiegelbild war er nicht so allein.
169	It took him a while to notice, how there was a sudden silence when the clouds broke:	It took him a while to notice, how there was a sudden silence when the clouds broke:	Dräven hätte fast nicht gemerkt, wie der Wald den Atem anhielt, als sich die Wolken teilten.
170	Northern lights danced trough the sky to form wings, that met at a sleak body made of stars and clouds.	Northern lights danced trough the sky to form wings, that met at a sleak body made of stars and clouds.	Nordlicht tanzte durch den Himmel und wurde zu Flügeln an einem schlanken Körper aus Sternenlicht und Wolken.
171	The whole forest held its breath as it stared into eyes of moonlight gazing down.	The whole forest held its breath as it stared into eyes of moonlight gazing down.	Der ganze Wald starrte ehrfürchtig in Augen aus Mondlicht, die vom Himmel herab blickten.
172	Dräven was moved to tears when he gazed back at it. He was sad for the dragon that was of the moon and the stars and the skies.	Dräven was moved to tears when he gazed back at it. He was sad for the dragon that was of the moon and the stars and the skies.	Dräven war zu Tränen gerührt, als er in hinauf sah. Voller Trauer um dem Drachen, der von Wolken, Sternen und Mondlicht war.
173	It must feel so lost in the universe.	It must feel so lost in the universe.	Er muss sich so verloren fühlen am Himmel.
174	But his tears were of joy: It was the first time Dräven saw another creature of many kinds.	But his tears were of joy: It was the first time Dräven saw another creature of many kinds.	Doch es waren Tränen der Freude. Denn es war das erste mal, dass Dräven ein anderes Viel-Wesen sah.
175	Why do i still have this junk lying around? It’s not like I want to do ju jutsu ever again. I just fucked it.	Why do i still have this junk lying around? It’s not like I want to do ju jutsu ever again. I just fucked it.	Boar, warum hängt hier noch dieser Müll? Ich hab Jui Jutsu einfach verkackt.
176	I mean I did enjoy it while it lasted. Being able to properly hit people was great.	I mean I did enjoy it while it lasted. Being able to properly hit people was great.	Ich meine … ich hatte Spaß damals. Leute gut Schlagen können ist großartig.
177	It gave me the confidence to intimidate students, that were begging to get folded and - as I only once actually got to do that - it also was a great vent for anger.	It gave me the confidence to intimidate students, that were begging to get folded and - as I only once actually got to do that - it also was a great vent for anger.	Es gab mir Selbstvertrauen. Ich konnte Leute einschüchtern, wenn sie darum gebettelt haben aufs Maul zu bekommen und weil ich das nur einmal tatsächlich getan habe, war es auch ein super Ventil.
178	I mean my tits just about killed me during warmup and the changing room really didn’t need mirrors - thank you I know my hips are fat and disgusting - but at least there was Lukas.	I mean my tits just about killed me during warmup and the changing room really didn’t need mirrors - thank you I know my hips are fat and disgusting - but at least there was Lukas.	Ich meine … meine Titten waren die Hölle beim aufwärmen und die Umkleide hat wirklich keinen Spiegel gebraucht. Vielen Dank, ich brauche keine Erinnerung an meinen fetten Arsch. Aber wenigstens hatte ich Lukas.
179	He was such a huge nerd. He studied math in his third semester and could talk for hours about his passion.	He was such a huge nerd. He studied math in his third semester and could talk for hours about his passion.	Er war so ein Nerd. Er konnte so gut reden. Über Mathe. Er war in seinem dritten Semester und konnte stundenlang erzählen.
180	Also: my math grades pretty much leaped for my final year in high shool thanks to him.	Also: my math grades pretty much leaped for my final year in high shool thanks to him.	Und ich glaube mein Mathe-Abi war bestimmt drei Punkte besser durch ihn.
181	He also helped me so much with jui jitsu, as he properly floored me when I slipped up.	He also helped me so much with jui jitsu, as he properly floored me when I slipped up.	Und ach bei Jui Jutsu … es hat mir so sehr geholfen, dass er mich einfach anständig hingelegt hat, wenn ich gefailed habe.
182	Also - unlike everyone else - he understood that I didn’t want people to mind my chest.	Also - unlike everyone else - he understood that I didn’t want people to mind my chest.	Und er war der einzige, der wirklich verstanden hat, dass mir egal war, ob Leute mir an die Brüste kommen.
183	So Fighting for wins with him was actually rewarding even tho more often than not I ended up having to tap out.	So Fighting for wins with him was actually rewarding even tho more often than not I ended up having to tap out.	Mit ihm war Kämpfen so gut – auch wenn ich üblicherweise diejenige war, die abschlagen musste und nicht er.
184	We also had my first proper kiss. I thought I loved him. But now?	We also had my first proper kiss. I thought I loved him. But now?	Wir hatten auch meinen ersten richtigen Kuss. Ich war so verliebt, und jetzt?
185	He was weird that evening. Even more huggy and hyperactive than usual.	He was weird that evening. Even more huggy and hyperactive than usual.	Es war so merkwürdig. Irgendwie noch hibbeliger und näher als so schon.
186	We were under my bed, reading my secret comic stash when I got tired of the floor and told him we should go upstairs.	We were under my bed, reading my secret comic stash when I got tired of the floor and told him we should go upstairs.	Wir waren unterm Bett, haben meine geheime Comic-Kiste gelesen als ich keine Lust mehr auf Boden hatte und gesagt hab lass hoch gehen.
187	We had a play fight on my mattress. I’ve never seen him fight like this.	We had a play fight on my mattress. I’ve never seen him fight like this.	Wir haben auf meiner Matraze gekabbelt. Es war so … anders.
188	His fingers Curled across my Skin without grabbing me, like he would normally do. And he let me win	His fingers Curled across my Skin without grabbing me, like he would normally do. And he let me win	Seine Finger sind über meinen Körper geglitten ohne mich zu greifen - und er hat mich gewinnen lassen.
189	… with this smirk on his face.	… with this smirk on his face.	mig dieses Grinsen.
190	I rolled over exhausted when suddently he sat on top of me, a pearl of sweat dropped from his nose on my throat.	I rolled over exhausted when suddently he sat on top of me, a pearl of sweat dropped from his nose on my throat.	Ich habe mich erschöpft zur Seite gerollt, als er plötzlich auf mir saß. Eine Perle Schweiß fiel von seiner Nase auf meinen Hals
191	He started undoing his shirt.	He started undoing his shirt.	Er hat sein Hemd auf gemacht.
192	Do you have condoms?	Do you have condoms?	Hast du Kondome?
193	Yes, of course everybody has Why did he ask that?	Yes, of course everybody has Why did he ask that?	Natürlich, jeder hat Kondome, warum hat er das gefragt?
194	I saw my body lying on the bed, getting undressed. I was drifting away, towards the stars.	I saw my body lying on the bed, getting undressed. I was drifting away, towards the stars.	Ich habe gesehen, wie mein Körper entkleidet wurde. Ich war schwerelos zwischen den Sternen.
195	My body didn’t move. It didn’t say a word when the butterflies tried to escape from it’s stomach as he kissed it.	My body didn’t move. It didn’t say a word when the butterflies tried to escape from it’s stomach as he kissed it.	Mein Körper hat sich nicht bewegt. Mein Mund hat nichts gesagt, als die Schmetterlinge aus meinem Bauch ausbrechen wollten, weil der geküsst wurde.
196	I … observed him from afar. He … didn’t seem to notice, that I had left.	I … observed him from afar. He … didn’t seem to notice, that I had left.	Ich habe Lukas von Weitem beobachtet. Ihm ist nicht aufgefallen, dass ich nicht mehr da war.
197	That I didn’t return to kiss him good bye. That I didn’t hug him when he went home.	That I didn’t return to kiss him good bye. That I didn’t hug him when he went home.	Dass ich ihm keinen Abschiedskuss gegeben habe. Dass ich ihn an der Tür nicht umarmt habe.
198	My hands knocked on my brother’s door. He let me lie on his carpet.	My hands knocked on my brother’s door. He let me lie on his carpet.	Meine Hände Klopften an Fabis tür. Ich durfte auf seinem Teppich liegen.
199	I slowly returned.	I slowly returned.	Langsam bin ich zurück gekehrt.
200	"How did it go?, Fabian asked.	"How did it go?, Fabian asked.	“Wie wars?”, fragte mein Bruder.
201	"It was moist”, I said.	"It was moist”, I said.	“Feucht?”, frgte ich.
202	“That usually helps.”	“That usually helps.”	“Das hilft."
203	He laughed awkwardly. I just wanted to also laugh, but curled into a ball and cried.	He laughed awkwardly. I just wanted to also laugh, but curled into a ball and cried.	Er lachte peinlich berührt. Ich wollte auch lachen, aber ich habe mich zusammen gerollt und geweint.
204	It took him a while to say something. “I … you … it’s fine Lisa. I know it hurts the first time.”	It took him a while to say something. “I … you … it’s fine Lisa. I know it hurts the first time.”	Er hat eine Weile gebraucht um etwas zu sagen. “Ich … du … Lisa, es ist okay. Ich weiß das erste mal tut weh."
205	He gently stroked the back I was curling towards him.	He gently stroked the back I was curling towards him.	Sanft streichelte er den Rücken, den ich ihm hin hielt.
206	That was good. He was a sweet angel. Why must he be so bad at comforting?	That was good. He was a sweet angel. Why must he be so bad at comforting?	Das war gut. Fabi ist so gut zu mir. Warum muss er so schlecht im Trösten sein?
207	My secret comic stash. I remember playing Que-Men with the boys.	My secret comic stash. I remember playing Que-Men with the boys.	Meine geheime Comic-Kiste. Wir hatten damals mit den Jungs so viel Que-Men gespielt.
208	I had a voice for every character in that comic. But more often than not I played him: Agent Q.	I had a voice for every character in that comic. But more often than not I played him: Agent Q.	Ich hatte eine Stimme für jeden Charakter in diesem Comic. Am liebsten aber war ich er: Agend Clue.
209	Going under the radar, putting in precise work to save the world.	Going under the radar, putting in precise work to save the world.	Mit chirurgischer Präzision im Verborgenen arbeiten, um die Welt zu retten.
210	Not having to deal with being a girl.	Not having to deal with being a girl.	Kein Mädchen sein müssen.
211	Boys were so much easier. They like cars, bikes, guns and agents.	Boys were so much easier. They like cars, bikes, guns and agents.	Jungs sind so viel einfacher. Sie mögen Autos, Motorräder, Waffen und Agenten.
212	They don’t talk behind your back. They don’t think everything is about relationships.	They don’t talk behind your back. They don’t think everything is about relationships.	Jungs reden nicht hinter deinem Rücken. Jungs denken nicht alles dreht sich um Beziehungen.
213	Girls don’t get that. I knew they talked behind my back about me only “pretending” to like boy stuff, so I’d get laid	Girls don’t get that. I knew they talked behind my back about me only “pretending” to like boy stuff, so I’d get laid	Mädchen verstehen das nicht. Ich weiß sie haben über mich gelästert. Dass ich Jungs Kram nur gemocht hätte, um jemanden ins Bett zu kriegen.
214	… I mean, maybe they were right?	… I mean, maybe they were right?	… ich meine, vielleicht war was dran?
215	Like I won’t deny I was probably the first girl in my class to see a dick.	Like I won’t deny I was probably the first girl in my class to see a dick.	Ich hab vermutlich als erstes Mädchen meiner Stufe einen Schwanz gesehen.
216	But like - that’s what the boys do, right?	But like - that’s what the boys do, right?	Aber das machen Jungs halt miteinander, nich?
217	At least it has gotten better after me and Jojo became friends.	At least it has gotten better after me and Jojo became friends.	Zumindest hat es sich gebessert, nachdem Jojo und ich Freundinnen wurden.
218	I still remember how that happend. I did a voice acting workshop in art class.	I still remember how that happend. I did a voice acting workshop in art class.	Die Geschichte ist großartig. Ich durfte in Kunst einen Vortag über Voice Acting halten.
219	Being allowed to share my technique in front of everyone was just :D	Being allowed to share my technique in front of everyone was just :D	Meine Technik mit allen teilen können war einfach nur :D
220	I mean next to nobody put in any effort. But Jojo did.	I mean next to nobody put in any effort. But Jojo did.	Ich meine … nieman hat sich wirklich angesträngt, außer Jojo halt.
221	When our Mr Funny then decided to ape her attempts instead of just minding his own, I pretty much exploded.	When our Mr Funny then decided to ape her attempts instead of just minding his own, I pretty much exploded.	Als unser Klassencloun sie dann nachäffen musste anstatt sich um seinen Scheiß zu kümmern, bin ich einfach eplodiert.
222	After this, we suddenly were besties. And my class finally started to just leave me be.	After this, we suddenly were besties. And my class finally started to just leave me be.	Danach hatte ich plötzlich eine beste Freundin und endlich meine Ruhe.
223	Maybe because I for once was friends with another girl. Maybe because I scared them. Maybe both.	Maybe because I for once was friends with another girl. Maybe because I scared them. Maybe both.	Vielleicht, weil ich nun auch mit einem Mädchen befreundet war. Vielleicht weil die Mobber plötzlich Angst vor mir hatten. Vermutlich beides.